Am I creative enough?

My answer was always no, I'm not as creative as the 13 year old's who draw with their finger on their moms android. How do they do it? It's so wild to see the talent and creativity of people who have the bare minimum, but I guess that just shows that artists are capable of so much even with so little. This is where my imposter syndrome kicks in, I usually deflect any compliments or praise for my art, I even flinch saying "my art". I would say that my art is "Art only a mother could love". Logically I know Art and Beauty is subjective, but emotionally, my art is bad.

It's easy for me to say these things about myself, but I would never say or think this about another creator. I can think of so many positive and supportive thoughts about others, but when it comes to myself, it's near impossible.

One major aspect of my art that I'm trying to comprehend is social media. It's so complicated to me! Am I posting enough? How do I connect with more of audience? Who is my audience? Am I accessible? Is my art too inconsistent? Do I have a style? How can my account grow?

JUST SO MANY QUESTIONS that only I can answer for myself.

Why isn't there someone to give me all the correct answers? Truly an enigma.

At the end of the day, I just got to

keep drawing and researching the art industry, and stop gaslighting myself!

If this post sounds like a rant and has run-off sentences, my bad. :P