Unclear style and goals

I don't have a clear idea or goal for these blog posts, I guess it reflects how I feel about my pieces. I draw whatever I want and write whatever I'm feeling. A lot of my attention has been unfocused, between work, TikTok, manga, anime, and shopping. Maybe I've mentioned it before, but I'm currently living in Japan and will be returning to the US in August.

These next 5 months are gonna be busy, between moving and working, I'm feeling the slight panic.

However, the motivation to continue drawing and creating is something I'm trying to desperately to hold onto. It's been tough since I don't get much traffic on my social media and this website. I know I'm not supposed to count how many likes or retweets I get, but it can be a downer. I still don't quite understand how I can build an audience. Not knowing my drawing style or goals also means I don't know my target audience. Should I just continue to build an Art Portfolio? Or should I try to sell my art as a sort of small business? For now, I'll continue to draw and improve. I am still weak in alot of areas.

At this point, I'll just keep reminding myself to at least sketch everyday.